Monday, March 2, 2009

Omega 1: 2 A.M.

When I go to dark, painful places, I topple the ruler there and set the bleeding crown of ebony upon my brow.

It's technically Monday morning, and in 7 hours I have to be in a class of intellectual dwarves.  But less than 4 lines written and I'm already ahead of myself.  My outlook on education is beginning to get rather bleak. We spend thousands of dollars to hope to become middle-class employees.  My entrepreneurial spirit just hates the idea.  Don't get me wrong, I love enriching myself with skills and information; but formal education is a bleak representation of that personal sparkle in my otherwise tarnished character.  Truth be told, I think if I could go back over right now, I'd of just taken the money and went adventuring or better yet traveling.  My diploma will say what it has to say, but if anyone would just talk to me, they'd know I was qualified to have it back when I was 18.  But that's neither here nor there, I'm learning more in a system schematics of life sort of way; and on that I'm keeping clear notes.

Alpha and I discussed a very interesting hypothesis about relationships. Seeing as how we differ so fundamentally on what we're even supposed to be doing with the opposite sex, the fact that we constantly get somewhere in our conversations astounds me. First and foremost, I believe I am, and most people have potential to be polyamorous.  Getting down to the good stuff; I believe sex is this valuable thing that consenting adults should want to create for themselves if they feel inclined.  Other social entanglements, obligations, norms, or other forms of restraint or denial be damned.  As you might have already guessed, I constantly analyze relationships, and with the help of Alpha, better understand what I'm actually thinking to myself.

So hopefully this turns out to be an even assortment of posts. If its more than that in time, even better.   I went to Wondercon, and was impressed with the range and variation of art and possibilities to send messages through comics, which has always been a dream of mine, so maybe it could even be that.

I read Least I Could Do a lot, and love that he ends his posts with a Quote, so I'll dedicate my first quote to Ryan Sohmer.

"So that's when I bought the horse a prostitute" - Rayne Summers

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